You don't know how much elated I am at the fact that I'm finally able to fill up the yearly meme, because I really am. Hi! Coming to the very last month. Usually I feel like some kind of sentimentality when it comes to the year end, but now... it feels like meh or eh, at the very least. Man I really didn't think it's December already like for real, it's just like January, February, March, March, March, March, March... Anyway! There is a lot of good things happened in this month, so I think... I'm happy. Been awhile since the last time I draw something with nakanohito no neta, so I'm happy to draw this one hehe. I guess I can give them some kind of MVP award, considering they are the newest kiddos that I draw most this year. Yeah, I did design them in indulgence but I never knew that I'll be falling hard as well huhuhuhu. Anyway, Chanrina's costume in Kaguya-sama's event is tres chouette and I see Sakakki donning the same black and white costume on argonavis event, so yeah, here these two on that black-and-white theme. Initially I want the BG to be something dark, but then the color would be all over the place, so I switched for a lighter BG at the last moment. Man, really, even until now, I find it hard to draw something with simple or flat BG... I really respect the artists who can do that without looking flat or dead......... I really do...... Finally done coloring this one! There's a lot of tweaking from the sketch here, particularly the perspective since it drove me crazy jhgfhjkfghjk At first, I want the BG to be a full view of church interior, but after doing so, I thought that I just wasted my time since it was super stiff and didn't really go to the direction I was hoping. This was... supposedly the side window of the church, or the altar, whatever to your liking, yeah, I'm taking much liberty in the end and I quite like how this turned out. This is... somehow not a happening that happens in current timeline? Yeah, around two years ago or so. Hence, the Bride's attire is still the same with her older one... and Yur hasn't had that stupid funky ombre carrot hair he has now. I like this scene, I really do. I also loves the BGM that accompanies it (in my mind). Playing with dutch angle is fun, as well! I wanted to practice it again after the last one, so. The last serious drawing I did this month, and consecutively, this year!! Actually, this pose has been on the store for like... two years ago... and that I wanted to draw Chem and Socio in this pose, initially. But yeah, a lot of things indeed happened. I've been wanting to draw these two, and I did sketch them back then, so I just mix the sketch and this pose, and voila. I really really wanted to draw grown up Rayne in her mermaid form with Tilla... something like that?? This one also kind of serves as a contrast to the drawing I did just in the last entry, yeah, her parents. If I listen to Yoru ni Kakeru a lot on that, this one has Haruka and Literature as the BGM HAHAHA I want something light?? as opposed to the dark deep sea ambience I did. As the contrast, I want this to have warm-ish vibe, and yet, come to think of it, I did a lot of drawing with warm ambiance... so, scratch that idea. This also a revisited concept of the drawing I did two years ago, haha. Shallow water is fun to draw. I... guess that's all. 2020 has been a rollercoaster for me. I do think that my drawing pace is getting slower than ever this year. But... considering that I nearly draw nothing in 2019, I still feel like this is a major win, I mean, to be able to draw again. I'm still glad at the fact I'm able to fill the meme above because I totes couldn't in last year, so yeah. Even if I'm slow with a lot of things lately, when I try to look back... I... guess I did a lot of thing I wanted to do in 2019. Drawing stuff, drafting backstories, writing children entries, revamping their profiles, back binging with concepts, finishing their character design (HOO BOI LIKE SERIOUSLY I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS AGAIN IN A LONG RUN FOR NOW), changing this blog layout... I'm glad it's sleeker and smoother both in desktop and mobile haheho and yeah, lots. I'm happy! Tbh tho, the disappointment in myself for not drawing much this month is actually there.
But... at least I finish something, and that's the only excuse I get to comfort myself hahahahahaahaaa~ Ah! I finally got my hands to work in the genderbend version of the kiddos! Four left, along with the others for the ETG AU, but eh I'll see what I can do in January. For now, I just want to spend my last time in 2020 tomorrow with cleaning a lot of stuff huhuhu. I don't really have much ambition or hope in 2021. But I guess I still want to keep on living and drawing! I got well-rested as well this whole year, I want to challenge myself again, as well, to the real world hahahahaa~ May it be a good year! Godspeed. Comments are closed.
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